tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-235187282024-02-20T15:28:25.150+08:00Just a lil Fr3akyHe's back =D for a lil whileRajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.comBlogger120125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-9946396857772266012012-07-26T08:14:00.001+08:002012-07-26T08:14:48.731+08:00AuraThere is a cloud up there,<br />
Grey its color, blue it makes,<br />
Admist it be no light,<br />
To show way out as guide,<br />
<span style="background-color: white;">Linger any longer it must not,</span><br />
Question now is,<br />
How??Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-33931416166751512342012-07-19T15:19:00.003+08:002012-07-19T15:19:47.342+08:00highlight..If there was one that we can use to make prominent things mundane in life... Okay, there are many ways actually... But this post is just a rant.. Seems like my need to rant has increased in exponential magnitude of late... So here I go, rant... rant rant... rant rant.. ranty rant the rantness ranted rant... ran-ified... me-rant...<br />
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Okay... I am done for now...<br />
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On a side note, been loving the rain the past two days. Though it means that the car park at work (which is a field) is gonna mess up me car tires...<br />
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So well.. Happy weekend =D (sooRajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-41818755033382759202012-07-16T16:14:00.000+08:002012-07-16T16:14:08.530+08:00WEB SLINGERSPIDERMAN!!!<div>
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Always been my fav doode... </div>
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Hulk is awesome too...</div>
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So gooo spidy!!!!!</div>Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-11055324470890978252012-07-11T08:32:00.000+08:002012-07-11T08:32:08.761+08:00Revamps requiredCurrent game plan does seem to be working well enough. More force required, and more shall be given. Giving space or leniency is just gonna backfire. Time to let those that are below (as in the hierarchy of an official org) to jz see an asshole, for I learnt my lesson. You be nice, your work gets screwed.....Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-12214561511071095052012-07-03T11:50:00.000+08:002012-07-03T11:50:46.928+08:00Hellow JulyHalf the year has gone past, looking back it was a pretty good half year. Only thing that is bugging me is that it could have been better. So this is one to look at the next half and make it better. How exactly that be done, I have vague ideas playing about in the head of mine. Gotta giv em more shape and define some clearer outline.<div>
<br />Apart from that, some recent developments have indeed caught my eye. Eager to find out where that will lead.<br /><br />So lets go on and face the next with a light heart. For what is outside is impacted directly from what is inside. Pretty sure everyone or at least a good majority of people know that, but they just lack the implementation. Like me.. heh.</div>
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peace =)</div>Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-37952937680947558262012-06-28T08:06:00.000+08:002012-06-28T08:06:32.775+08:00Blowin steamMuch annoyed with certain ideas which have been passed on without proper evidence. Though there may be some truth to them, unproven and constantly forced onto people does not make it acceptable.However, its sad to be stuck in such a rut. Been trying hard to re-direct the wheels elsewhere, but that effort is next to trying to jar a piece of a rainbow. Which has lead to much frustration on my side, and it came to a point where I just had to burst. Don't like that it happened, nor do I wish to repeat it. So this is one for a quick turnover and a lightspeed chillout!<br />
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Alrighty, on and ahead to face the day... rawr!!!Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-11586853324207171762012-06-25T11:17:00.002+08:002012-06-25T11:17:08.428+08:00I has FireeehNot fierce, only timid. A lil peek out of the shelter after so long a time. A glint of hope, whole load of fear and uncertainty. It does feel good to feel like this again. But questions remain questions, for I have always had issues of having enough balls to clear em out.<div>
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Well, we are where we are and where we head to depends to a large part on ourselves. Here is one for the adventure, for if it does take off it will be a helluva ride. </div>Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-82488932338687559762012-06-20T14:33:00.000+08:002012-06-20T14:33:24.570+08:00Post Vacation Stress Disease (PVSD)This is a very real condition. Known to affect almost the entire known human population. Unfortunately, there is no known effective treatment for it. But to help overcome the symptoms, one may try to take half day off works or indulge in planning for another trip. However that will come to the expense of having work pooled up which will then lead to the "i have too much to do" disease.<br />
<br />So I send this request to anyone who knows how to properly manage this condition. HELP MEE!!!!Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-46520367993988630692012-06-11T00:53:00.001+08:002012-06-11T00:53:39.106+08:00EyeThat which pierces right through flesh, into the very core of one's soul. That stare that renders one frozen and bare. Knowing that those pair just saw them through for what one really is , and yet there was only traces of care that can be seen in return. Seeing the glint in them warms one up from the cold that haunts. That gives hope, there is still light. And it is still possible, for days to be merry.<br />
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Those eyes... where are they??Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-30897091185446391872012-06-09T18:52:00.000+08:002012-06-09T18:52:16.546+08:00Scumbag nose!!!So yeah, its the weekend and all. Me thinking Imma gonna pig all day long, maybe go out and have a lil jog and get me some workout and sh$t... BUT NO!! I had to get the sniffles...<br />
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Sneezed all day long, got tired sneezing... No rest... Too lazy for a jog... Went on a D3 marathon....<br /><br />SCREWWWWW YOU NOOSE!!!!Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-8977792079806048012012-06-07T09:06:00.001+08:002012-06-07T09:06:32.246+08:00Perri-fied!!Tonight is christina perri's concert!! And it also happens to be my first ever concert!!! Wee!!<br />
All the you tube material gathered about her has been real promising. She seems to be one artist who is actually genuine in talent rather than the throng of "fabricated" with gadgets and technology artists that we have nowadays. I pray that tonight that is justified.<br />
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Only one thing about her bugs me, that she did a soundtrack for Twilight.. meh... so I often choose not to listen to that song as much as I could help it.<br />
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So, here is to a great night!! cheers to meself!!Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-45165176492918498372012-06-05T10:17:00.001+08:002012-06-05T10:17:33.131+08:00Of being illI have not been one to be sick for long. Yes my nose does have serious issues with me, but that does not count. This is about being ill for longer than usual and more frequently too. I'm talking about having the need to take antibiotics! And I never take those things so far as I could help myself.<br />
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Why is this so?? Because of work? That is actually possible simply for the fact that the deadliest and most persistent of bugs are present where I work, the hospital. Pardon me if this comes as a surprise to any of you. But that is why is never advisable to bring children ESPECIALLY toddlers when visiting warded patients. This is supposed to be a place where bugs get eradicated you argue? Well, the fact that we use so much anti-infectives to fight those bugs is the reason why they are getting IMMUNE to them!!<br />
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So please!! For the love of yourself and everyone dear to you! Please don't go about taking antibiotics or other anti infectives without regard to consequences. And when the healthcare professionals tell you to FINISH the anti-infectives, we LITERALLY mean FINISH it!! Or else a day sooner than you expect will arise when our drugs will be useless...<br />
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Uh got sidetracked there, back to the main topic. Yeah me getting sick. Perhaps because I am exposed to certain drugs that bring down immunity?? Perhaps age is catching up?? This city is more polluted?? Funny how when I was an intern in another hospital this was not at all an issue to me, and that was only the past year.<br />
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Anyway, this was meant only as a rant... And I shall quit ranting now... =)Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-7014468733877644102012-05-30T16:47:00.000+08:002012-05-30T16:47:08.639+08:00TearsI can't respond well to that, especially from the opposite sex.<br />
The moment I see that, my brain signals my entire body to go into a semi-shutdown mode. Imagine being stunned for a significant number of seconds, heart ponding like a drum against the walls of my chest, cold sweats, and chilled peripheries.<br />
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All the while conscience screaming at me to do the right thing. Give her a tissue, comfort her, put an arm around her or at least a mild pat on the back. But too bad my muscles are in solid state of fear.<br />
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When I do gain control, I am only able to give a tissue and words for comfort.<br />
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Why is this such an issue?? I realise now that at where I stand now at my job these things are not as rare as I would like them to be. And I should be able to do something immediately to help ease the pain.<br />
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Question is how?? I need help to give out help. And I must find a solution soon, for I refuse to allow myself be helpless at moments I should not....Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-25779062275388509912012-05-28T21:29:00.001+08:002012-05-28T21:29:46.232+08:00BlurBe I how is day this. Abouts in random, directions obscure reason was.<br />
Done must that, did was it. Short some was, it redo caused.<br />
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That two line made just about enough sense of how my day was.... Mehh.. Hope on the morrow be day a better... Scratch hope, get down and make it I must =)<br />
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Get an air-cond unit you say?? Why?? I dislike those things. If I get fried up because of my stubbornness then serve me right je la. Why must I resort to artificially cooled and recycled air??<br />
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I blame humans, you tards made it get this hot. You and ur relentless need to "advance".<br />
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GIMME BACK MY COOL EARTH GODDAMNITT!!!Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-81824935460267529792012-05-23T09:12:00.003+08:002012-05-23T09:12:42.422+08:00I hear voices in my headI do... I hear it all too often...<br />
Almost every passing moment when my mind is not occupied with anything else..<br />
Its not faint, nor is loud but just perfectly audible...<br />
Making its point, telling me... Reminding me..<br />
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THAT I AM AWESOME BIACTH!!!! =DRajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-82722764128291470732012-05-16T16:32:00.001+08:002012-05-16T16:32:51.740+08:00Again..Okay so I gave up blogging (no surprises there) and now I am back to give it another shot.<br />
I think by now its clear that my blogging has its own life cycle. With no determined interval of each phase.<br />
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Back again from hibernating, not driven by actual interest to write again but rather because of the complete lack of activity (also the fact that blogger aint blocked here) and literature inspiring boredom.<br />
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Much time only just lapsed, with me typing a word and deleting it being unable to string out a proper sentence from it. But that did lead me to type the last. I guess, right now I am living in the moment. Each and every nano-second of it. Without a goal (cuz i pretty much completed what I had to do today), except but to wait with so much anticipation to be back home.<br />
<br />Home to where I get to occupy my time with something real dear at present time. Something that will take control of a major part of my life in the near future. How long it will be, I don't know. What will come of it? I don't know. But I am glad I have, at least something to actually be excited more about. Been a while since such feelings were with me....Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-13426147943751586002011-08-15T23:43:00.002+08:002011-08-15T23:43:59.489+08:00graps<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Musstt.... wrriiitee.... entrryyyy......</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">there... done =)</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">-ecaep-</span>Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-71334759393217788542011-08-10T00:00:00.000+08:002011-08-10T00:00:47.344+08:00I<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">When so many others put the I before the we..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Some choose not too...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Sadly it goes to their own expense....</span>Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-7115209979236362832011-08-07T23:56:00.002+08:002011-08-07T23:56:56.656+08:00Okay so<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">This be the time to move. Although its late, its always been so. Pressure of end was the best push all along. So let the race begin =)</span>Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-17815987818112838282011-08-02T00:16:00.002+08:002011-08-02T00:16:19.374+08:00Giving inI tweet now...<br />
Oh well...Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-22347596994289180682011-07-25T00:10:00.001+08:002011-07-25T00:10:31.061+08:00BreatherThough it didn't go as expected the long stretch away did much good. Moral of the story, remember to take time offs as often as you can, otherwise the dark cloud of everything negative will engulf and suffocate the better you out and leave the lesser u to be in charge of things =S<br />
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-peace-Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-86671272859621425322011-07-12T10:38:00.000+08:002011-07-12T10:38:55.578+08:00Lay back and enjoy<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/FjqBhZj_37U" width="425"></iframe><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">From the reasonable irrationality about this world?</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Perhaps the only sanity that ever was,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Was nothing but demented sense of sensibility....</span>Rajeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15873505434608702539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23518728.post-6234384347276992162011-06-28T01:35:00.000+08:002011-06-28T01:35:59.856+08:00Garghhh<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">It is much interesting to;</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Find clarity in confusion,</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Peace amidst all the havoc,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Love surviving the fog of hate,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Room to breathe with little air left,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Caring heart surviving self-interest,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Or are they merely just illusions.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">p/s - yes emo mood lately =P</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
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