Hello

Oh hi there, been a while ain't it. So, how are things?

And then it goes back to same old-same old, awkward silences. Uncomfortable stares, someone should say something but one often waits and hopes another does it to break the silence.
Someone eventually does, but fails to carry it through and they end up back to where they started.

Once in a there would be ones who are so apt at keeping it lively, the rest would wonder how some find it so easy. Little they know of what's in the minds that they awe, maybe it was nervousness which pushed them to act. I am just speculating.

Yet sometimes its you who does the magic. Live seems to flow in your very veins. Charm everyone in the vicinity with so much ease. Then you go wishing if only you could be so always. Not long after, you find yourself where you began, lost....

Meh moments

Meh... just like that... These moments come to everyone thought not everyone would term them at "meh" And I am not going to define my perception on the meh moment cuz honestly I don't know how to. But there will be times where I'd realise that its just so "meh". Perhaps I should write it down and once I gather a collection of such moments in ink I could then go on to derive what "meh" is to me.

Gotta hunt for them fun things to do or rather look for the fun which I've failed yet to realize. That is probably due to me (and everyone else) looking for things what we think are elsewhere.

Me fishies have been left hungry (points to the left) and so I guess imma end it here n go toss them a bite or two... (you could too, just click on the box/lake/watever)

HEH

Wee hours in the mornings has always been the most peaceful of times (for me, and other nocturnals I presume).

Maybe because most of everyone else is asleep or perhaps because most of those that make the day quite unbearable are not around.

Maybe because the sweet chill of the night opposed to the stressing heat of the day sets the mood to a more serene state of mind.

Maybe because its just so quiet, just so calm that the mind gets to explore itself free.

Or maybe because I am in-fact a people hating anti-social psychopath....

In any case, I am going back to more serious things atm.... heh